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  A Perfect Mistress

  Barbara Mack

  Copyright 2012 Barbara Mack

  Chapter One

  Jackson stood on the steps of the house, hands clasped behind him, face stern. He should knock on the door. Yet here he stood, scowling at the massive knocker, making no move to use it. He huffed out an impatient breath.

  Either do it or don't, man, he told himself. Stop standing here like an escapee from an asylum. Before he could change his mind, he gave a quick rat-a-tat-tat on the ornate door. The servant who answered seemed taken aback by the eye patch and the scarred face, but he was civil enough.

  In a matter of moments, he found himself in a sitting room and offered a drink. No insipid tea here, he thought approvingly, swirling the whiskey around in the fine, heavy glass. When the madam of the house walked in and smiled, he eyed her approvingly as well, and got right down to business.

  Half an hour later, he stalked out the door and marched down the steps, his face carefully expressionless as he jammed his hat down on his head. Acquiring a mistress had sounded so easy when he'd first thought of it; come to St. Louis, find a woman who had no scruples about being paid to sleep with him, and take her home. And it had been easy until they realized where they would be staying. He offered money enough for them to overlook his scarred face and his unpolished ways. It was the accommodations that he offered them that was the problem – it was the big city where they wanted to be, not the wilds of Missouri.

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  When had she turned into such a spineless ninny?

  Sophie shifted her basket to her other arm, frowning as she walked briskly down the street. Had it been when David died and left her penniless, and she was forced to go and live with her stern, joyless father in his cold, miserable house? When her father had died a scant six months later, making no provisions for her? Or when Thomas, the distant cousin who professed to love her, had forced her to the floor and … Sophie stopped the bad memories with a shudder, before they could overtake her.

  She frowned irritably as she entered Mrs. Dunn's dressmaking premises, frightening the poor assistant into believing that she was unhappy with her purchases. Sophie's conscience smote her, so she softened her manner and assured the sweet girl that she was quite, quite happy with her choices. By the time she left, the assistant was beaming, for she believed that she was the sole reason Sophie frequented the establishment.

  Sophie's pace slowed as she started home, the frown returning to her face. What difference did it make, really? She had woken, finally, from the haze of unhappiness she had existed in for three years. She'd been so fearless before; just look at how hard she'd fought Father for permission to marry David even though he was a poor country lawyer, and she'd come out victorious in the end. It was time to find that woman again, the one who wasn't afraid of anything. It was time to stop being spineless and return to the person she used to be.

  After Thomas had hurt her, he'd wept on the very breasts that he'd savaged, sworn he loved her and worshiped her and he would never touch her again. He had been overcome by lust, he said, and he would be careful to avoid such situations from now on, but Sophie wasn't a fool. She knew a little something about men, and she knew that a man who hurt a woman once was prone to do it again, and she'd run. As soon as he let her go, she'd run as far and as fast as she could, right to the one person she had believed would be happy to see her: Delia, her scandalous sister. Their father had disowned Delia years ago and considered her as good as dead, but Sophie had always known where to find her.

  And Delia had been happy to see her, only not for the reasons Sophie had imagined. No matter how much Delia had seemed to dote on her after their mother died, it was not familial love that had thrown open the doors of her home and made her nearly weep with joy upon greeting her sister. It was the prospect of unpaid help.

  For someone who spent money so lavishly on herself, Delia was a pinch-purse when it came to anything else. She'd let a maid go soon after Sophie arrived, explaining airily that she was no longer needed, because Sophie would be happy to take up the slack, wouldn't she? And she wouldn't mind taking that small room in the servant's quarters, would she? Because it wouldn't do for her friends to know that some sad little ghost like Sophie was actually related to such a famous actress. When Sophie got back on her feet again and she looked a little better, then she would introduce her as her sister. After all, no one noticed servants, did they? No one would think a thing about it.

  Sophie snorted. Famous actress. It hadn't taken her long to realize that Delia made a living as a kept woman, not an actress. It was how she'd got the house she lived in, the jewels she wore, and the clothes on her back. She'd had precisely two acting jobs since Sophie had arrived three years ago, and both of those because she'd been sleeping with the owner of the playhouse, and even that couldn’t keep her the parts for long. She was a terrible actress; she’d been booed off the stage two nights running in her last job, and Sophie had overheard the playhouse owner telling her that she was too much trouble to keep around. His wife was getting suspicious, even her beautiful breasts weren’t enough to blind the audience to her terrible acting, and he couldn’t afford her, he said. She had expensive tastes, and he had a theater to run. Delia had gone off in a huff, swearing that she would never work for him again and he’d be sorry, he would. There were plenty of others lining up at her door, and she didn’t need him. When she was famous, he could come and apologize, and if he groveled enough, she might forgive him.

  Delia hadn’t had an acting job since. She had survived this long only because she had men who paid her, and she had currently been without a lover for months.

  It was beginning to worry Delia, it was easy to see. She was fast running out of money, and she'd sold the last of her real jewels a month ago. The ones she had left were made of paste. Sophie knew, because she’d been the one to take them to the jeweler and bargain for a good price. She’d got enough money to keep a frugal household going for about four months, and then Delia would be penniless. Sophie was worried, too; what would she do if she couldn’t live here? Delia wasn’t exactly a model of sisterly love. If Delia had to sell this house, Sophie would get nothing, and Delia wouldn’t lift a hand to see her settled. A woman alone wasn’t safe in this city, and the worry had been keeping her up nights.

  Delia had been a terror for weeks, flying into rages, becoming progressively more demanding, and unstable. She’d reduced the cook to tears on at least two occasions, and she’d thrown a chamber pot at the poor girl who helped Sophie with the heavy cleaning two days a week because her bedroom carpet wasn’t clean enough. And worst of all, she’d thrown a tantrum at the haberdashery because the lace on her new bonnet was torn after she wore it only once. The genteel woman who made the bonnets and hats there had ordered them out, her nose quivering, and Sophie had pulled Delia away still raving.

  Sophie did her best to soothe her out of her behavior, and sometimes it worked. Delia would break down into tears, and then let Sophie lead her to her room and put a cold cloth on her head while she lay on the bed. She was always sorry after her temper tantrums, and she went to apologize sweetly to everyone she’d offended with her behavior. The woman from the haberdashers wasn’t having it, though; she told Delia that she could find elsewhere to shop. She worked in a respectable shop, and she wouldn’t have the likes of Delia in it. Sophie had held her breath, hoping that Delia wouldn’t make another scene, and she let it out in a whoosh when Delia only turned away with a sniff and said she didn’t like their inferior goods, anyway. She would be glad to shop elsewhere.

  Then two days ago, Delia had done the unthinkable: She struck Sophie in the face when something wasn't ironed to her satisfaction. It had been at that moment, wh
ile Sophie was holding a hand to her stinging cheek and Delia was shrieking at her, that she realized in horror what she had allowed her life to become.

  She was Delia's drudge, and this would be her role for the rest of her life unless she did something about it soon.

  When Delia had left last night for an evening at the theater, the entire household had breathed a sigh of relief. When she'd come home in the wee hours of the morning, she'd been in a fine mood, giggling and singing, and when she'd rung for Sophie to come and help her out of her dress, she'd actually been almost kind, something that hadn’t happened for quite some time. While some of her good mood could be attributed to all the champagne she'd drunk, it wasn't the only reason she was happy.

  It meant, of course, that she had another man in her sights.

  Chapter Two

  Jackson stood on the steps of yet another house, scowling again at a doorknocker. If this one didn't turn out to his satisfaction, he was giving up and going back to his country home. He'd had enough of St. Louis, and he longed for the country. At least there, if people didn’t know how to behave, he could hide on his farm and not have to deal with them. He was tired of people who stared at him and snickered behind their hands, and he was weary of soft women whose hard eyes were filled with scorn.

  He rapped firmly on the door, and found himself staring into the bluest eyes he'd ever seen.

  Sophie smiled up at the striking gentleman on the doorstep, her smile turning quizzical when he stared at her strangely and said nothing. She let her eyes roam over him appreciatively; he was tall and well-built, and his clothes fit his firm body superbly. His coat molded itself to the hard muscle in his shoulders and his trousers followed the long line of his muscled legs. Sophie felt a rush of heat and jerked her eyes back up to look at his face, hoping he hadn't caught her staring, but it was a vain hope. A small smile curled the generous mouth and his eyes twinkled naughtily, but still he said nothing. He was wearing an eye patch and he had a scar on that side of his face as well. It snaked across his face and bisected his cheek, and the thick, ropy line was still red. It was a new injury, no more than a year old. Sophie felt her heart melt; perhaps the reason he didn't speak was because of an injury.

  “May I help you, sir?” she asked gently. “Did you perhaps want to leave a card?”

  “Yes,” Jackson said hoarsely, pulling himself out of the strange spell her eyes had cast upon him. “Yes, of course.” He whipped his card out of the case and handed it to her, his fingers tingling where they touched hers just briefly. “I'm here to see Miss Delia Maxwell.”

  Sophie felt her smile die and her excitement dim just a little. Of course, he was Delia's new man and the reason for her sudden good mood. “Come into the parlor, sir, and I'll tell Delia that you're here,” she said softly. She thought she felt his eyes on her back as she left him in the parlor, and when she peeked behind her to check, he was staring straight at her. Sophie blushed hotly and hurried up to Delia's room.

  Delia was as giddy as a girl when Sophie told her that she had company. “Quickly, make up a tea tray with some of those scones you baked yesterday and bring it in,” she commanded, feverishly applying powder to her already white face and checking her appearance in the mirror for flaws. “And don't take forever. We won't want any intrusions after a few minutes.”

  But when Sophie sat the loaded tray on the table outside the door, she could tell that things weren't going well.

  “A farm?” she heard Delia screech. “Are you mad? Why on earth would I want to go to live on a farm with you?” Sophie strained to hear, but all she could catch was the low rumble of his deep voice. Delia laughed scornfully. “You may as well leave now!”

  When the door flew open, Sophie wasn't quick enough to move out of the way. The gentleman crashed right into her and she would have gone flying had his arms not come swiftly around her, pressing her whole body from knees to chest against his muscular form. Sophie felt her nipples harden, and then he put her gently away from him, his hands still gripping her upper arms. Delia pushed past them, her face like a thundercloud, but neither of them paid her the slightest bit of attention as she swished past and up the stairs, still muttering to herself.

  “Are you all right?” he asked.

  “I'm fine,” she said faintly.

  When his gaze dropped down, Sophie realized that he was tall enough to see straight down the scooped neckline of her high-waisted gown. She’d lost weight with all the hard work she did each day, and they were much looser than they used to be. He let go her arms hurriedly as she took a step back.

  “I'm sorry, Miss …?” His raised eyebrow asked her name.

  “It's Mrs....Sophie Grey. I'm a widow,” she blurted out, flustered. “Delia is my sister.” Sophie clapped a hand over her mouth and stared at him, horrified. She hadn’t meant to tell him that. She looked around to make sure that Delia was nowhere near, and breathed a sigh of relief when she didn’t see her anywhere.

  His slow, wicked smile did funny things to her stomach. “Widowed. Yes. I'm very pleased to meet you, Mrs. Grey. Sophie. I am Jackson Henry, at your service.”

  He sketched a quick bow, and Sophie’s heart melted. Those eyelashes…my goodness, she’d never seen eyes such a beautiful green and such long lashes on a man before. What a shame it was that one of those eyes now had to be covered up. She wondered what had happened to him, and she wished that she could ask, but of course it would be rude. She didn’t want to hurt his feelings or make him feel uncomfortable.

  “But I must go now. I think perhaps your sister has tired of my company.”

  Sophie stared after him, and he caught her at it when he turned back as he reached the door.

  “Forgive my forwardness, Mrs. Grey, but would you care to take a stroll through the park with me?”

  “I think I would, Mr. Henry,” she said, and was instantly surprised that the words had come out of her mouth. She hadn’t meant to say yes, not at all. It could only lead to trouble, and if Delia found out, she’d have a fit. She was a jealous cat, and she was sure to make a fuss if she thought he was interested in Sophie. She might not want him, but she wouldn’t want anyone else to have him, either. Sophie started to take it back, but then her mouth firmed and she stopped herself. Hadn’t she just been lecturing herself about being so weak and cowardly? What if she went for a walk in the park with a handsome man, what would that hurt?

  “Wait for me outside, please,” she said in a small little voice. “Let me get my shawl and I'll be right down.”

  He was still there waiting when Sophie slipped out, and she wasn’t sure if she was glad or sorry. He proffered his arm, and Sophie placed her fingers on it gingerly.

  “I don’t have long,” she said, shooting an uneasy look at Delia’s window.

  “We’d best be off then.” He set a brisk pace, but Sophie had no trouble keeping up with him.

  The fresh air and exercise were lovely, and the park was one of her favorite places. The sun shone through the trees and dappled the ground, and a fresh breeze blew through, making Sophie clutch her bonnet while Mr. Henry laughed. She settled it back on her head more securely, smiling at him shyly.

  “It’s a beautiful day,” she ventured. “I like to come here in the evenings and watch the children playing. I bring crusts with me and feed the ducks in the pond, as well.”

  “This is the first time I’ve felt at ease since I’ve been here,” he said. “I miss the country. It’s too crowded here, and too noisy. I can’t sleep at night for all the racket, and I can’t stand the smell of this godawful place during the day.” He took off his hat and swung it in his hand, and Sophie had the sudden urge to brush back his windblown hair. “It is nice in this park, though. I can smell flowers and sweet grass and sunshine. Perhaps I should have just camped out here for the duration of my stay.”

  Sophie felt her cheeks getting hot, and his frank gaze made her stomach do flips. “Where are you from?” she asked, lowering her eyes and studying the ground so she wou
ldn’t have to look at him anymore.

  “I have a farm near Geddes,” he said. “I live in the middle of the wild woods, Mrs. Grey. I only go to town when I need to. My closest neighbor is a good five miles from me, and I like it that way.”

  Sophie peeked up at him. “What are you doing here, if you hate the city so much? Why leave your beautiful place if you like it so much better?”

  He started to answer, and then hesitated, banging his hat against his knee. “I don’t know if I should tell you. I am not sure that it’s really proper, Mrs. Grey.”

  “I’m a widow, not a little girl,” Sophie said tartly. “I’m quite sure I won’t be shocked, whatever it is.”

  When he smiled, his scar pulled his face tight and made the eye patch move. It looked painful. Sophie couldn’t help herself; she put her hand to his face there, and he froze. His skin was warm beneath her palm, and she let it linger there, even though they were standing in a public place and there were people all around them.

  “Does it hurt?” she asked softly. “It looks fresh, and the skin is still tight.”

  He didn’t answer for a moment, staring at her strangely, and Sophie started to feel just awful. She pulled her hand away quickly. Had she offended him with her impulsive action? She’d ever been one to let her mouth get away from her, and she felt her face turn hot yet again. “I’m so sorry…” she started, but he cut her off, still staring.

  “Don’t be sorry, Mrs. Grey. I think I will tell you, after all. I came to St. Louis to find a woman to take back with me to my home. I need a mistress, and I’m thinking that you would be a perfect choice.”

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  Sophie sat down gingerly on the bed, tiredness seeping from her very pores. After Mr. Henry had dropped his bombshell on her at the park, she’d made her excuses and hurried away, but not before he extracted a promise from her to meet him at the park the next day at the same time. Sophie didn’t know why she’d said yes; the man had insulted her, and she should be shocked.